| Smeee. |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|06:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | boomtown rats - another sad story | ] |
i am jackie chan,
i kick everyone in the face.
inniiit |
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| haahahaa DICK |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
dont tell al!?! dont tell al!?!
why? what the fuck did you think i was going to do,
cry?
whatever man.
you confuse me.
lala.
right,
this weekend was fucking funny.
friday was a bit shit, but cassie stayed so it was all good.
saturday was funny as fuck,
honestly now.
it was a right laugh.
gaz is so paranoid when hes pissed.
sharn is so amusing i nearly pissed myself.
went back to lauras and we watched saw with mike and hazel.
then we watched other movie.
woke up at like three,
we went to the garage and talked shit.
drank more.
laura puked o_0
meep.
huw came over.
spoke to adi and shit.
oh well.
whatever. |
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| lala |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
lala.
i'm insane.
my smile is forced and everything gone in my head.
i do magic spells in my mind to stop the hurting.
haha.
i'm such a dick.
i hope i die in a fucking big pit.
i'm seriously loosing the will to live.
i havent felt like this in a longlong time. |
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| i wish: |
[Jan. 8th, 2006|08:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | with honor - elevens | ] |
i had the bollocks to tell stuff to people i need to tell stuff too.
cassie & jess know what i mean,
goddamnit.
i hate the way i dont want to be rejected.
hah hah hah. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 5th, 2006|11:15 am] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | Anti flag - die for your goverment. | ] |
some things just arnt meant to happen,
and some things are.
new year wasnt as bad as the last,
it was a laugh i guess =]
i was chuffed to be the only one left drinking; haha.
hanhan is making me look back on stuff,
and its not good.
i mean it is good, and lovely,
but its the past,
and it should stay being the past.
i now have; laura, grace, jess, alex, gaz, and various other randoms i care about,
i love the others, the ones that watched me grow up to be who i am at the moment,
and i am so thankfull to them for just being there.
people have to move on though; i have to move on.
you cant live in the past forever. |
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| New year. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|11:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | Nick cave and the bad seeds. | ] |
i dont know,
what happened?
does it matter.
cant remember much anyway.
i drank a lot.
people called me blondie all night.
laura kicked eddie in the stomoch.
i really cant stand me.
its funny really,
how you never notice you've changed until you take a good look at your life.
and think FUCK.
but i'm happy.
i cant stand me,
but i can live with me.
if everything carries on this way,
something goods bound to happen.
something goods bound to happen. |
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| fuuuuuck |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|03:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | Alkaline trio - queen of pain | ] |
i lost him.
just to make rhi and friends content.
maaan,
do i fuck things up or do i fuck things up?
how long ago was this?
over a year now.
but its still playing on my mind.
i cant believe i fucked that up.
oh well.
i'll live. |
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| I wish |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|12:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | The cure - burn | ] |
he was mine again. |
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| Rhiannon wells. |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|03:04 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | Less than jake - plastic cup politics. | ] |
i fucking hate that backstabbing, up herself little shit of a girl.
your acting like a immature idiot,
not the mature grown up person your trying to look like to us.
we dont care what your like rhi.
alex even tried to forgive you for you saying you hoped he'd died.
i mean, for fucks sake.
what were you thinking?
its not big, and its not fucking clever.
just 'cause you have a boyfriend does not make you better,
i could have one if i wanted too.
but i'm waiting till i find someone i actuly care about again,
and thats going to take a while.
you have no cares for anyone apart from matt and yourself,
i'm disapointed in you.
you were so nice.
what happened?
what makes you think your any better than us.
sure you hate scene kids.
your fucking becoming one.
your a spoilt child who is trying to grow up too fast.
you hate everyone under 14??
you only just turned 15 rhiannon, what are you on about??
you know things are hard for me right now,
and things could be better for alex too,
do you think about others feelings. NO.
you hung out with me till you found someone better.
you make me fucking sick. |
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| Meh |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|03:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Lala: |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Chunes: |
| | Bayside - devotion & desire | ] |
i just want another chance.
please? |
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